I’m pretty sure I’m severely depressed right now…

I’m always on the verge of crying…
I hate everything.
I can’t get out of looped thinking patterns about all of the times I have felt stripped of my agency.
I am finding it increasingly difficult to be around my mother, even for short periods of time.
Nothing makes me smile.
Everything makes me feel like crying.
I hate everything.
I am hyper aware of all of my flaws.
I keep having to talk myself out of being ashamed of myself.
I keep feeling as tho I am a waste of time and space.
I hate everything.
I keep thinking about my ex’s.
I keep thinking about how dangerous the world is.
I hate everything.
I hate everything.
I hate everything.

*sigh*